The beauty of life
Ahhh.. I love life...because today I have learned that my life is not my own. I mean I've always known this but I love it when the knowledge comes with the deeper heart revelation and when the revelation stirs up an action within you. At homegroup last night I was remembering the night I was baptized and I wanted so much to re-live that moment. I think God was reminding me that I constantly need to to die to self so that I might experience full life.
In other news.. (I feel like the CBC news guy)... it's been quite an exciting week at school. I leave tomorrow for a four day mission to Fredericton with the school. It's kinda ironic that I'm going on a mission and I get to sleep in my own bed- whatever though, I'm not complaining. :) I applied to come back for the three year program at school- today I had a two hour meeting with four assessors who combed my entire life...it was pretty sweet.. NOT! Hahaha... actually it wasn't too bad, I was kinda nervous, some of the questions threw me off a little but I feel okay with how it went and I should know by the end of the week if I will be the next Captain Erin Stevenson (ew.. I don't like the sound of that.. no title please and thank you). It feels good to have some sort of direction- to be moving towards something- I haven't had this feeling in a long time. Even if nothing is written in stone yet. This is a for sure new season of my life.
"Whoever tried to keep his life will lose it, and whoever loses his life will preserve it."