focus SO.. things are really weird. I saw the doctor today, I have a torn ligament and a couple of pulled muscles, but nothing major. I'm good to go. Yesterday I was so confused and frustrated with God- but things make a little bit more sense today. I'm seeing how God is taking crappy situations and totally turning them into good.

I don't feel prepared mentally, emotionally or spiritually to take off for twelve months from all that I know to be secure and stable and to totally figure things out for myself. This week has been one test after another. I have no clue what lies ahead, it's exciting and scary all at the same time. I really need God and I really need you to pray for me.

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this is the ministry where I will be placed with for the year

I fly out the 11th... get a hold of me before then and we'll spend time together..  ¶ 10:28 PM